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There's　a　reason　why　I'm　the　best　musician　in　the　family；　why—besides　Carlisle—I've　read　the　most　
books；　studied　the　most　sciences；　bee　fluent　

in　the　most　languages。。。。　Emmett　would　have　you　believe　that　I'm　such　a　knowitall　because　of　the　mind　
reading；　but　the　truth　is　that　I've　just　had　a　lot　of　free　time。〃　

We　laughed　together；　and　the　motion　of　our　laughter　did　interesting　things　to　the　way　our　bodies　were　
connected；　effectively　ending　that　conversation。　

25。　FAVOR　

It　was　only　a　little　while　later　that　Edward　reminded　me　of　my　priorities。　

It　took　him　just　one　word。　

〃Renesmee。。。〃　

I　sighed。　She　would　be　awake　soon。　It　must　be　nearly　seven　in　the　morning。　Would　she　be　looking　for　
me？　Abruptly；　something　close　to　panic　had　my　body　freezing　up。　What　would　she　look　like　today？　

Edward　felt　the　total　distraction　of　my　stress。　〃It's　all　right；　love。　Get　dressed；　and　we'll　be　back　to　the　
house　in　two　seconds。〃　

I　probably　looked　like　a　cartoon；　the　way　I　sprung　up；　then　looked　back　at　him—his　diamond　body　
faintly　glinting　in　the　diffuse　light—then　away　to　the　west；　where　Renesmee　waited；　then　back　at　him　
again；　then　back　toward　her；　my　head　whipping　from　side　to　side　a　half　dozen　times　in　a　second。　Edward　
smiled；　but　didn't　laugh；　he　was　a　strong　man。　

〃It's　all　about　balance；　love。　You're　so　good　at　all　of　this；　I　don't　imagine　it　will　take　too　long　to　put　



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everything　in　perspective。〃　

〃And　we　have　all　night；　right？〃　

He　smiled　wider。　〃Do　you　think　I　could　bear　to　let　you　get　dressed　now　if　that　weren't　the　case？〃　

That　would　have　to　be　enough　to　get　me　through　the　daylight　hours。　I　would　balance　this　overwhelming；　
devastating　desire　so　that　I　could　be　a　good—　It　was　hard　to　think　the　word。　Though　Renesmee　was　
very　real　and　vital　in　my　life；　it　was　still　difficult　to　think　of　myself　as　a　mother。　I　supposed　anyone　would　
feel　the　same；　though；　without　nine　months　to　get　used　to　the　idea。　And　with　a　child　that　changed　by　the　
hour。　

The　thought　of　Renesmee's　speeding　life　had　me　stressedout　again　in　an　instant。　I　didn't　even　pause　at　
the　ornately　carved　double　doors　to　catch　my　breath　before　finding　out　what　Alice　had　done。　I　just　burst　
through；　intent　

on　wearing　the　first　things　I　touched。　I　should　have　known　it　wouldn't　be　that　easy。　

〃Which　ones　are　mine？〃　I　hissed。　As　promised；　the　room　was　bigger　than　our　bedroom。　It　might　have　
been　bigger　than　the　rest　of　the　house　put　together；　but　I'd　have　to　pace　it　off　to　be　positive。　I　had　a　brief　
mental　flash　of　Alice　trying　to　persuade　Esme　to　ignore　classic　proportions　and　allow　this　monstrosity。　I　
wondered　how　Alice　had　won　that　one。　

Everything　was　wrapped　in　garment　bags；　pristine　and　white；　row　after　row　after　row。　

〃To　the　best　of　my　knowledge；　everything　but　this　rack　here〃—he　touched　a　bar　that　stretched　along　the　
halfwall　to　the　left　of　the　door—〃is　yours。〃　

〃All　of　this？〃　

He　shrugged。　

〃Alice；〃　we　said　together。　He　said　her　name　like　an　explanation；　I　said　it　like　an　expletive。　

〃Fine；〃　I　muttered；　and　I　pulled　down　the　zipper　on　the　closest　bag。　I　growled　under　my　breath　when　I　
saw　the　floorlength　silk　gown　inside—baby　pink。　

Finding　something　normal　to　wear　could　take　all　day！　

〃Let　me　help；〃　Edward　offered。　He　sniffed　carefully　at　the　air　and　then　followed　some　scent　to　the　back　
of　the　long　room。　There　was　a　builtin　dresser　there。　He　sniffed　again；　then　opened　a　drawer。　With　a　
triumphant　grin；　he　held　out　a　pair　of　artfully　faded　blue　jeans。　

I　flitted　to　his　side。　〃How　did　you　do　that？〃　

〃Denim　has　its　own　scent　just　like　anything　else。　Now。。。　stretch　cotton？〃　

He　followed　his　nose　to　a　halfrack；　unearthing　a　longsleeved　white　tshirt。　He　tossed　it　to　me。　

〃Thanks；〃　I　said　fervently。　I　inhaled　each　fabric；　memorizing　the　scent　for　future　searches　through　this　
madhouse。　I　remembered　silk　and　satin；　I　would　avoid　those。　



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It　only　took　him　seconds　to　find　his　own　clothes—if　I　hadn't　seen　him　undressed；　I　would　have　sworn　
there　was　nothing　more　beautiful　than　Edward　in　his　khakis　and　pale　beige　pullover—and　then　he　took　
my　hand。　We　darted　through　the　hidden　garden；　leaped　lightly　over　the　stone　wall；　and　hit　the　forest　at　a　
dead　sprint。　I　pulled　my　hand　free　so　that　we　could　race　back。　He　beat　me　this　time。　

Renesmee　was　awake；　she　was　sitting　up　on　the　floor　with　Rose　and　Emmett　hovering　over　her；　playing　
with　a　little　pile　of　twisted　silverware。　She　had　a　mangled　spoon　in　her　right　hand。　As　soon　as　she　spied　
me　through　the　glass；　she　chucked　the　spoon　on　the　floor—where　it　left　a　divot　in　the　wood—and　
pointed　in　my　direction　imperiously。　Her　audience　laughed；　Alice；　Jasper；　Esme；　and　Carlisle　were　sitting　
on　the　couch；　watching　her　as　if　she　were　the　most　engrossing　film。　

I　was　through　the　door　before　their　laughter　had　barely　begun；　bounding　across　the　room　and　scooping　
her　up　from　the　floor　in　the　same　second。　We　smiled　widely　at　each　other。　

She　was　different；　but　not　so　much。　A　little　longer　again；　her　proportions　drifting　from　babyish　to　
childlike。　Her　hair　was　longer　by　a　quarter　inch；　the　curls　bouncing　like　springs　with　every　movement。　I'd　
let　my　imagination　run　wild　

on　the　trip　back；　and　I'd　imagined　worse　than　this。　Thanks　to　my　overdone　fears；　these　little　changes　
were　almost　a　relief。　Even　without　Carlisle's　measurements；　I　was　sure　the　changes　were　slower　than　
yesterday。　

Renesmee　patted　my　cheek。　I　winced。　She　was　hungry　again。　

〃How　long　has　she　been　up？〃　I　asked　as　Edward　disappeared　through　the　kitchen　doorway。　I　was　sure　
he　was　on　his　way　to　get　her　breakfast；　having　seen　what　she'd　just　thought　as　clearly　as　I　had。　I　
wondered　if　he　would　ever　have　noticed　her　little　quirk；　if　he'd　been　the　only　one　to　know　her。　To　him；　it　
probably　would　have　seemed　like　hearing　anyone。　

〃Just　a　few　minutes；〃　Rose　said。　〃We　would　have　called　you　soon。　She's　been　asking　for　you—　
demandingmight　be　a　better　description。　Esme　sacrificed　her　secondbest　silver　service　to　keep　the　little　
monster　entertained。〃　Rose　smiled　at　Renesmee　with　so　much　gloating　affection　that　the　criticism　was　
entirely　weightless。　〃We　didn't　want　to。。。　er；　bother　you。〃　

Rosalie　bit　her　lip　and　looked　away；　trying　not　to　laugh。　I　could　feel　Emmett's　silent　laughter　behind　me；　
sending　vibrations　through　the　foundations　of　the　house。　

I　kept　my　chin　high。　〃We'll　get　your　room　set　up　right　away；〃　I　said　to　Renesmee。　〃You'll　like　the　
cottage。　It's　magic。〃　I　look　up　at　Esme。　〃Thank　you；　Esme。　So　much。　It's　absolutely　perfect。〃　

Before　Esme　could　respond；　Emmett　was　laughing　again—it　wasn't　silent　this　time。　

〃So　it's　still　standing？〃　he　managed　to　get　out　between　his　snickers。　〃I　would've　thought　you　two　had　
knocked　it　to　rubble　by　now。　What　were　you　doing　last　night？　Discussing　the　national　debt？〃　He　howled　
with　laughter。　

I　gritted　my　teeth　and　reminded　myself　of　the　negative　consequences　when　I'd　let　my　temper　get　away　
from　me　yesterday。　Of　course；　Emmett　wasn't　as　breakable　as　Seth___　

Thinking　of　Seth　made　me　wonder。　〃Where're　the　wolves　today？〃　I　glanced　out　the　window　wall；　but　



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there　had　been　no　sign　of　Leah　on　the　way　in。　

〃Jacob　took　off　this　morning　pretty　early；〃　Rosalie　told　me；　a　little　frown　creasing　her　forehead。　〃Seth　
followed　him　out。〃　

〃What　was　he　so　upset　about？〃　Edward　asked　as　he　came　back　into　the　room　with　Renesmee's　cup。　
There　must　have　been　more　in　Rosalie's　memory　than　I'd　seen　in　her　expression。　

Without　breathing；　I　handed　Renesmee　off　to　Rosalie。　Superselfcontrol；　maybe；　but　there　was　no　way　
I　was　going　to　be　able　to　feed　her。　Not　yet。　

〃I　don't　know—or　care；〃　Rosalie　grumbled；　but　she　answered　Edward's　question　more　fully。　〃He　was　
watching　Nessie　sleep；　his　mouth　hanging　open　like　the　moron　he　is；　and　then　he　just　jumped　to　his　feet　
without　any　kind　of　trigger—that　I　noticed；　anyway—and　stormed　out。　　was　glad　to　be　rid　of　him。　The　
more　time　he　spends　here；　the　less　chance　there　is　that　we'll　ever　get　the　smell　out。〃　

〃Rose；〃　Esme　chided　gently。　

Rosalie　flipped　her　hair。　〃I　suppose　it　doesn't　matter。　We　won't　be　here　that　much　longer。〃　

〃I　still　say　we　should　go　straight　to　New　Hampshire　and　get　things　set　up；〃　Emmett　said；　obviously　
continuing　an　

earlier　conversation。　〃Bella's　already　registered　at　Dartmouth。　Doesn't　look　like　it　will　take　her　all　that　
long　to　be　able　to　handle　school。〃　He　turned　to　look　at　me　with　a　teasing　grin。　Tm　sure　you'll　ace　your　
classes。。。　apparently　there's　nothing　interesting　for　you　to　do　at　night　besides　study。〃　

Rosalie　giggled。　

Do　not　lose　your　temper；　do　not　lose　your　temper；I　chanted　to　myself。　And　then　I　was　proud　of　myself　
for　keeping　my　head。　

So　I　was　pretty　surprised　that　Edward　didn't。　

He　growled—an　abrupt；　shocking　rasp　of　sound—and　the　blackest　fury　rolled　across　his　expression　like　
storm　clouds。　

Before　any　of　us　could　respond；　Alice　was　on　her　feet。　

〃What　is　he　doing？　What　is　that　dog　doing　that　has　erased　my　schedule　for　the　entire　day？　I　can't　see　
anything＇　No！〃　She　shot　me　a　tortured　glance。　〃Look　at　you！　You　neecmeto　show　you　how　to　use　your　
closet。〃　

For　one　second　I　was　grateful　for　whatever　Jacob　was　up　to。　

And　then　Edward's　hands　balled　up　into　fists　and　he　snarled；　〃He　talked　to　Charlie。　He　thinks　Charlie　is　
following　after　him。　ing　here。　Today。〃　

Alice　said　a　word　that　sounded　very　odd　in　her　trilling；　ladylike　voice；　and　then　she　blurred　into　motion；　
streaking　out　the　backdoor。　




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〃He　told　Charlie？〃　I　gasped。　〃But—doesn't　he　understand？　How　could　he　do　that？〃　Charlie　couldn't　
know　about　me！　About　vampires！　That　would　put　him　on　a　hit　list　that　even　the　Cullens　couldn't　save　him　
from。　〃No！〃　

Edward　spoke　through　his　teeth。　〃Jacob's　on　his　way　in　now。〃　

It　must　have　started　raining　farther　east。　Jacob　came　through　the　door　shaking　his　wet　hair　like　a　dog；　
flipping　droplets　on　the　carpet　and　the　couch　where　they　made　little　round　gray　spots　on　the　white。　His　
teeth　glinted　against　his　dark　lips；　his　eyes　were　bright　and　excited。　He　walked　with　jerky　movements；　
like　he　was　all　hypedup　about　destroying　my　father's　life。　

〃Hey；　guys；〃　he　greeted　us；　grinning。　

It　was　perfectly　silent。　

Leah　and　Seth　slipped　in　behind　him；　in　their　human　forms—for　now；　both　of　their　hands　were　trembling　
with　the　tension　in　the　room。　

〃Rose；〃　I　said；　holding　my　arms　out。　Wordlessly；　Rosalie　handed　me　Renesmee。　I　pressed　her　close　to　
my　motionless　heart；　holding　her　like　a　talisman　against　rash　behavior。　I　would　keep　her　in　my　arms　until　I　
was　sure　my　decision　to　kill　Jacob　was　based　entirely　on　rational　judgment　rather　than　fury。　

She　was　very　still；　watching　and　listening。　How　much　did　she　understand？　

〃Charlie'll　be　here　soon；〃　Jacob　said　to　me　casually。　〃Just　a　headsup。　I　assume　Alice　is　getting　you　
sunglasses　or　something？〃　

〃You　assume　way　too　much；〃　I　spit　through　my　teeth。　〃What。　Have。　You。　Done？〃　

Jacob's　smile　wavered；　but　he　was　still　too　wound　up　to　answer　seriously。　〃Biondie　and　Emmett　woke　
me　up　this　morning　going　on　and　on　about　you　all　moving　crosscountry。　Like　I　could　let　you　leave。　
Charlie　was　the　biggest　issue　there；　right？　Well；　problem　solved。'7　

〃Do　you　even　realize　what　you've　done？　The　danger　you've　put　him　in？〃　

He　snorted。　〃I　didn't　put　him　in　danger。　Except　from　you。　But　you've　got　some　kind　of　supernatural　
selfcontrol；　right？　Not　as　good　as　mind　reading；　if　you　ask　me。　Much　less　exciting。〃　

Edward　moved　then；　darting　across　the　room　to　get　in　Jacob's　face。　Though　he　was　half　a　head　shorter　
than　Jacob；　Jacob　leaned　away　from　his　staggering　anger　as　if　Edward　towered　over　him。　

〃That's　just　a　theory；　mongrel；〃　he　snarled。　〃You　think　we　should　test　it　out　on　Charlie？　Did　you　
consider　the　physical　pain　you're　putting　Bella　through；　even　if　she　can　resist？　Or　the　emotional　pain　if　she　
doesn't？　I　suppose　what　happens　to　Bella　no　longer　concerns　you！〃　He　spit　the　last　word。　

Renesmee　pressed　her　fingers　anxiously　to　my　cheek；　anxiety　coloring　the　replay　in　her　head。　

Edward's　words　finally　cut　through　Jacob's　strangely　electric　mood。　His　mouth　dropped　into　a　frown。　
〃Bella　will　be　in　pain？〃　

〃Like　you've　shoved　a　whitehot　branding　iron　down　her　throat！〃　



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I　flinched；　remembering　the　scent　of　pure　human　blood。　

〃I　didn't　know　that；〃　Jacob　whispered。　

〃Then　perhaps　you　should　have　asked　first；〃　Edward　growled　back　through　his　teeth。　

〃You　would　have　stopped　me。〃　

〃You　should　have　been　stopped—〃　

〃This　isn't　about　me；〃　I　interrupted。　I　stood　very　still；　keeping　my　hold　on　Renesmee　and　sanity。　〃This　is　
about　Charlie；　Jacob。　How　could　you　put　him　in　danger　this　way？　Do　you　realize　it's　death　or　vampire　life　
for　him　now；　too？〃　My　voice　trembled　with　the　tears　my　eyes　could　no　longer　shed。　

Jacob　was　still　troubled　by　Edward's　accusations；　but　mine　didn't　seem　to　bother　him。　〃Relax；　Bella。　I　
didn't　tell　him　anything　you　weren't　planning　to　tell　him。〃　

〃But　he's　ing　here！〃　

〃Yeah；　that's　the　idea。　Wasn't　the　whole　let　him　make　the　wrong　assumptions'　thing　your　plan？　I　think　I　
provided　a　very　nice　red　herring；　if　I　do　say　so　myself。〃　

My　fingers　flexed　away　from　Renesmee。　I　curled　them　back　in　securely。　〃Say　it　straight；　Jacob。　I　don't　
have　the　patience　for　this。〃　

〃I　didn't　tell　him　anything　about　you；　Bella。　Not　really。　I　told　him　about　me。　Well；　show　is　probably　a　
better　verb。〃　

〃He　phased　in　front　of　Charlie；〃　Edward　hissed。　

I　whispered；　〃You　what？〃　

〃He's　brave。　Brave　as　you　are。　Didn't　pass　out　or　throw　up　or　anything。　I　gotta　say；　I　was　impressed。　
You　should've　seen　his　face　when　I　started　taking　my　clothes　off；　though。　Priceless；〃　Jacob　chortled。　

〃You　absolute　moronl　You　could　have　given　him　a　heart　attack！〃　

〃Charlie's　fine。　He's　tough。　If　you'd　give　this　just　a　minute；　you'll　see　that　I　did　you　a　favor　here。〃　

〃You　have　half　of　that；　Jacob。〃　My　voice　was　flat　and　steely。　〃You　have　thirty　seconds　to　tell　me　every　
single　word　before　I　give　Renesmee　to　Rosalie　and　rip　your　miserable　head　off。　Seth　won't　be　able　to　
stop　me　this　time。〃　

〃Jeez；　Bells。　You　didn't　used　to　be　so　melodramatic。　Is　that　a　vampire　thing？〃　

〃Twentysix　seconds。〃　

Jacob　rolled　his　eyes　and　flopped　into　the　nearest　chair。　His　little　pack　moved　to　stand　on　his　flanks；　not　
at　all　relaxed　the　way　he　seemed　to　be；　Leah's　eyes　were　on　me；　her　teeth　slightly　bared。　




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〃So　I　knocked　on　Charlie's　door　this　morning　and　asked　him　to　e　for　a　walk　with　me。　He　was　
confused；　but　when　I　told　him　it　was　about　you　and　that　you　were　back　in　town；　he　followed　me　out