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My  house  was  opposite  the  direction  we  were  heading  along  the  road 
leading   away   from   the   coffeehouse。   We   tacked   right   and   left   down 
neighborhood  streets  and  passed  through  empty  gardens  that  bore  the 
depressing scent of damp and lonely trees as we traced a wide arc back toward 
my  house。  We¨d  covered  more  than  half  the  route�察 �when  Black  stopped  and 
said�此�
^For  two  days�察 �Master  Osman  and  I  examined  the  masterpieces  of  the 
legendary masters in the Treasury。 ̄ 
Much later�察�nearly screaming�察�I said�察 �After a certain age�察�even if a painter 
shares  a  worktable  with  Bihzad�察 �what  he  sees  may  please  his  eyes  and  bring 
contentment  and  excitement  to  his  soul�察 �but  it  won¨t  enhance  his  talent�察�
because one paints with the hand�察�not the eyes�察�and the hand at my age�察�let 
alone at Master Osman¨s�察�does not easily learn new things。 ̄ 
Assured  my  beautiful  wife  was  waiting  for  me�察 �I  spoke  at  the  top  of  my 
voice to let her know I wasn¨t alone so she might hide herself from Black!not 
that I took this pathetic dagger´wielding fool seriously。 
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We passed through the courtyard gate�察 �and I thought I saw the light of a 
lamp moving in the house�察�but thank God all was in darkness now。 It was such 
a  merciless  rape  of  my  privacy  for  this  knife´wielding  beast  to  force  his  way 
into  my  heavenly  home�察 �where  I  spent  my  days�察 �indeed  all  my  time�察 �seeking 
out and painting Allah¨s memories until my eyes tired!whereupon I¨d make 
love to my beloved�察�the most beautiful woman in the world!that I swore to 
take revenge upon him。 
Lowering the lamp�察�he examined my papers�察�a page I was in the midst of 
pleting!condemned  prisoners  pleading  to  the  Sultan  to  be  relieved  of 
their chains of debt and receiving His benevolence!my paints�察�my worktables�察�
my knives�察�my reed´cutting boards�察�my brushes�察�everything around my writing 
table�察 �my  papers  again�察 �my  burnishing  stones�察 �my  penknives  and  the  spaces 
between  my  pen  and  paper  boxes�察 �he  looked  in  cabis�察 �chests�察 �beneath 
cushions�察�at one of my paper scissors�察�and beneath a soft red cushion and a 
carpet  before  going  back�察 �bringing  the  lamp  closer  and  closer  to  each  object 
and examining the same places once again。 As he said when he first drew his 
weapon�察�he wouldn¨t search my entire house�察�only my atelier。 Indeed�察�couldn¨t 
I conceal my wife!the only thing I wanted to hide!in the room from which 
she was now spying on us�拭�
^There¨s a final picture that belonged to the book my Enishte was having 
made�察院�he said。 ^Whoever killed him also stole that picture。 ̄ 
^It was different from the others�察院�I said immediately。 ^Your Enishte�察�may 
he  rest  in  peace�察 �made  me  draw  a  tree  in  one  corner  of  the  page。  In  the 
background  somewhere´and  in  the  middle  of  the  page�察 �in  the  foreground�察�
was  to  be  someone¨s  picture�察 �probably  a  portrait  of  Our  Sultan。  That  space�察�
quite large if I might add�察�was awaiting its picture。 Because the objects in the 
background  were  to  be  smaller�察 �as  in  the  European  style�察 �he  wanted  me  to 
make the tree smaller。 As the picture developed�察�it gave the impression of being 
a view of this world from a window�察�nothing like an illustration at all。 It was 
then I prehended that in a picture made with the perspectival methods of 
the Franks�察�the borders and gilding took the place of a window frame。 ̄ 
^Elegant Effendi was responsible for the borders and the gilding。 ̄ 
^If that¨s what you¨re asking�察�I already told you I didn¨t murder him。 ̄ 
^A  murderer  never  admits  to  his  crime�察院 �he  said  quickly�察 �then  asked  me 
what I was doing at the coffeehouse during the raid。 
He placed the oil lamp just beside the cushion upon which I was seated�察�in 
a way that would illuminate my face along with my papers and the pages I was 
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illuminating。  He  himself  was  scurrying  about  the  room  like  a  shadow  in  the 
dark。 
Besides  telling  him  what  I¨ve  told  you�察 �that  I  actually  was  an  infrequent 
visitor to the coffeehouse and just happened to be passing by�察�I also repeated 
that I made two of the pictures which were hung on the wall there!although 
I actually disapproved of the goings´on at the coffeehouse。 ^Because�察院�I added�察�
^the  art  of  painting  only  ends  up  condemning  and  punishing  itself  when  it 
derives  its  strength  from  the  desire  to  condemn  and  punish  the  evils  of  life 
rather than from the painter¨s own skill�察�love of his art and desire to embrace 
Allah´regardless of whether it¨s the preacher from Erzurum or Satan himself 
that¨s  denounced。  More  importantly�察 �if  that  coffeehouse  crowd  hadn¨t 
targeted the Erzurumis�察�it might not have been raided tonight。 ̄ 
^Even so�察�you would go there�察院�said the wretch。 
^Yes�察 �because  I  enjoyed  myself  there。 ̄  Had  he  an  inkling  of  how  honest  I 
was being�拭�I added�察 �Despite knowing how ugly and wrong something is�察�we 
descendants of Adam might still derive considerable pleasure from it。 And I¨m 
embarrassed  to  say  I  was  also  entertained  by  those  cheap  illustrations�察 �the 
mimicry and those stories about Satan�察�the gold coin and the dog�察�which the 
storyteller told crudely without meter or rhyme。 ̄ 
^Even so�察�why would you even step foot in that den of unbelievers�拭院�
^Fine then�察院�I said resigning myself to an inner voice�察 �at times there¨s also 
a worm of doubt that gnaws at me�此�Ever since I was openly recognized as the 
most  talented  and  most  proficient  among  the  masters  of  the  workshop�察 �not 
only by Master Osman�察�but by Our Sultan as well�察�I began to be so terrified of 
the envy of the others that I tried�察�if only at times�察�to go where they went�察�to 
befriend  them  and  to  resemble  them  so  they  wouldn¨t  turn  on  me  in  a 
sudden fit of vengeance。 Do you understand�拭�And since they¨ve begun labeling 
me  an   ̄Erzurumi�察亜 �I¨ve  been  going  to  that  den  of  vile  unbelievers  so  others 
might discount this rumor。 ̄ 
^Master Osman said you often acted as if apologizing for your talent and 
proficiency。 ̄ 
^What else did he say about me�拭院�
^That you¨d paint absurd�察�minute pictures on grains of rice and fingernails 
so that others would be convinced you¨d forsaken life for art。 He said you were 
always trying to please others because you were embarrassed by the great gifts 
Allah had bestowed upon you。 ̄ 
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^Master Osman is on Bihzad¨s level�察院�I said with sincerity。 ^What else�拭院�
^He listed your faults without the slightest hesitation�察院�said the wretch。 
^Let¨s hear my faults then。 ̄ 
^He said that despite your prodigious talent�察�you painted not for the love of 
art  but  to  ingratiate  yourself。  Supposedly�察 �what  most  motivated  you  while 
painting  was  imagining  the  pleasure  an  observer  would  feel�察 �whereas�察 �you 
should¨ve painted for the pleasure of painting itself。 ̄ 
It  singed  my  heart  that  Master  Osman  so  brazenly  revealed  what  he 
thought about me to a man of such diminished spirit�察�one who devoted his 
life�察�not to art�察�but to being a clerk�察�writing letters and hollow flattery。 Black 
continued�此�
^The  great  masters  of  old�察 �Master  Osman  claimed�察 �would  never  renounce 
the styles and methods they cultivated through self´sacrifice to art just for the 
sake of a new shah¨s authority�察�the whims of a new prince or the tastes of a 
new age�察�thus�察�to avoid being forced to alter their styles and methods�察�they¨d 
heroically    blind    themselves。    Meanwhile�察   �you¨ve    enthusiastically    and 
dishonorably  imitated  the  European  masters  for  the  pages  of  my  Enishte¨s 
book�察�with the excuse that it¨s the will of Our Sultan。 ̄ 
^The great Head Illuminator Master Osman most certainly meant no evil by 
this�察院�I said。 ^Allow me to put some linden tea on the boil for you�察�my dear 
guest。 ̄ 
I  passed  into  the  adjoining  room。  My  beloved  tossed  over  my  head  the 
nightgown  of  Chinese  silk  she  was  wearing�察 �which  she¨d  purchased  from 
Esther  the  clothier�察 �then  mockingly  parroted  me�察  �Allow  me  to  put  some 
linden  tea  on  the  boil  for  you�察 �my  dear  guest�察院 �and  placed  her  hand  on  my 
cock。 
I  took  out  the  agate´handled  sword  hidden  among  rose´scented  sheets  at 
the bottom of the chest on the floor nearest our roll´up mattress�察�which she¨d 
hopefully  spread  out�察 �and  drew  the  weapon  from  its  sheath。  Its  edge  was  so 
sharp that if you tossed a silk handkerchief over it�察�the sword would easily cut 
through it�察�if you placed a sheet of gold leaf upon it�察�the edges of the resulting 
pieces would be as straight as any cut with a ruler。 
Concealing the sword as best I could�察�I returned to my atelier。 Black Effendi 
was so pleased with his interrogation of me that he was still circling the red 
cushion�察�dagger in hand。 I placed a half´finished illustration upon the cushion。 
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^Take a look at this�察院�I said。 He knelt out of curiosity�察�trying to understand the 
picture。 
I stepped behind him�察�drew my sword and in one motion lowered him to 
the ground�察�pinning him with my weight。 His dagger fell away。 Grabbing him 
by the hair�察�I pushed his head against the ground and pressed my sword to his 
neck  from  below。  I  flattened  out  Black¨s  delicate  body  and  pressed  him 
facedown beneath my heavy body�察�using my chin and one free hand to push 
his head so it nearly touched the sharp point of the sword。 My one hand was 
full of his dirty hair�察�the other held the sword to the delicate skin of his throat。 
Wisely�察 �he  didn¨t  move  at  all�察 �because  I  could  have  finished  him  then  and 
there。  Being  this  close  to  his  curly  hair�察 �to  the  nape  of  his  neck!which 
might¨ve  invited  an  insulting  slap  at  another  time!and  to  his  ugly  ears 
enraged me all the more。 ^I¨m using all my restraint to keep from doing away 
with you this instant�察院�I whispered into his ear as if divulging a secret。 
That  he  listened  to  me  like  an  obedient  child  without  making  a  peep 
pleased me�此 �You¨ll recognize this legend from the Book of Kings�察院�I whispered。 
^Feridun Shah�察�in error�察�bequeaths the worst of his lands to his two older sons 
and  the  best�察 �Persia�察 �to  Iraj�察 �the  youngest。  Tur�察 �bent  on  revenge�察 �dupes  his 
younger  brother�察 �Iraj�察 �of  whom  he  is  jealous�察 �before  he  cuts  Iraj¨s  throat�察 �he 
grabs  his  hair  just  as  I  am  doing  now  and  lies  on  top  of  him  with  all  his 
weight。 Do you feel the weight of my body�拭院�
He gave no answer�察�but from his eyes�察�which stared blankly like those of a 
sacrificial  lamb�察 �I  could  tell  that  he  was  listening�察 �and  I  was  struck  with 
inspiration�此 �I¨m not only faithful to Persian styles and methods in painting�察�
but also in beheadings。 I¨ve also seen another version of this much loved scene 
that describes Shah Siyavush¨s death。 ̄ 
I explained to Black�察�who listened silently�察�how Siyavush made preparations 
for  avenging  his  brothers�察 �how  he  burned  down  his  entire  palace�察 �all  his 
belongings  and  property�察 �how  he  forgivingly  parted  from  his  wife�察 �mounted 
his steed and went to war�察�how he lost the battle and was dragged by his hair 
along the ground before being laid out facedown ^just as you are now�察院�and 
how  a  knife  was  pressed  against  his  throat�察 �how  there  erupted  an  argument 
between his friends and enemies over whether they should kill him or let him 
free  and  how  the  defeated  king�察 �his  face  in  the  dirt�察 �listened  to  his  captors。 
Then I asked him�察 �Are you fond of that illustration�拭�Geruy es up behind 
Siyavush�察�as I have to you�察�gets on top of him�察�rests his sword against his neck�察�
grabs a fistful of hair and cuts his throat。 Your red blood�察�soon to flow�察�makes 
black dust rise from the dry earth�察�where later still�察�a flower will bloom。 ̄ 
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I fell quiet and from distant streets we could hear the Erzurumis screaming 
as they ran。 The terror outside at once brought the two of us�察�lying one on top 
of the other�察�closer。 
^But in all those pictures�察院�I added�察�pulling harder on Black¨s hair�察 �one can 
sense the difficulty of elegantly drawing two men who despise each other yet 
whose bodies�察�like ours�察�have bee as one。 It¨s as if the chaos of treachery�察�
envy and battle that es just before the magical and magnificent moment 
of beheading has too fully permeated those pictures。 Even the greatest masters 
of Kazvin would have difficulty drawing two men on top of each other�察�they¨d 
confuse everything。 Whereas you and I�察�see for yourself�察�we¨re much more tidy 
and elegant。 ̄ 
^The blade is cutting�察院�he whimpered。 
^I¨m much obliged for your polite words�察�my dear man�察�but it¨s doing no 
such thing。 I¨m being quite careful。 I wouldn¨t do anything to ruin the beauty 
of our pose。 In the scenes of love�察�death and war�察�wherein the great masters of 
old  rendered  intertwined  bodies  as  if  they  were  one�察 �they  were  able  to  elicit 
only our tears。 See for yourself�此�My head rests upon the nape of your neck as if 
it were a part of your body。 I can smell your hair and the scent of your neck。 
My legs�察�on either side of yours�察�are stretched out in such harmony with yours�察�
that  an  onlooker  might  mistake  us  for  an  elegant  four´legged  beast。  Do  you 
feel  the  balance  of  my  weight  on  your  back  and  buttocks�拭院 �Another  silence�察�
but  I  didn¨t  press  the  sword  upward�察 �because  it  would  indeed  have  cut  his 
throat。 ^If you¨re not going to speak�察�I might be provoked to bite your ear�察院�I 
said�察�whispering into that very ear。 
When I noticed in his eyes that he was prepared to speak�察�I asked the same 
question again�此 �Do you feel the balance of my weight upon your body�拭院�
^Aye。 ̄ 
^Do you like it�拭院�I said。 ^Are we beautiful�拭院�I asked。 ^Are we as beautiful as 
the   legendary   heroes   who   slay   each   other   with   such   elegance   in   the 
masterpieces of the old masters�拭院�
^I don¨t know�察院�said Black�察 �I can¨t see us in the mirror。 ̄ 
When I imagined how my wife saw us from the other room in the light cast 
by the coffeehouse¨s oil lamp resting on the floor only a short distance away�察�I 
thought I might actually bite Black¨s ear out of excitement。 
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^Black  Effendi�察 �you�察 �who  have  forced  your  way  into  my  home  and  have 
disturbed my privacy�察�dagger in hand�察�in order to interrogate me�察院�I said�察 �do 
you now feel my strength�拭院�
^Yes�察�I also sense that you¨re truly in the right。 ̄ 
^Then proceed�察�once again�察�to ask me what you want to know。 ̄ 
^Describe how Master Osman would caress you。 ̄ 
^As an apprentice�察�I was much more lithe�察�delicate and beautiful than I am 
now�察�and he would mount me then the way I have mounted you。 He would 
caress my arms�察�at times he would even hurt me�察�but because I was in awe of 
his  knowledge�察 �his  talent  and  strength�察 �what  he  did  pleased  me�察 �and  I  never 
harbored any ill will toward him�察�because I l
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