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notebooks of standard forms and newly finished volumes were stored�察�as well 
as to the private rooms of the Sultan�察�and the harem so that they could bring 
back any books that hadn¨t been securely locked up and hidden in the palace 
treasury�察�all of this�察�naturally�察�with the permission of Our Sultan。 
In a double´leaf illustration from a Book of Victories found in the quarters of 
a young prince�察�which showed the funeral ceremonies of Sultan S┨leyman the 
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Magnificent who¨d died during the siege of Szegetvar�察�we first examined the 
chestnut  horse  with  a  white  blaze�察 �the  gazelle´eyed  gray  pulling  the  funeral 
carriage  and  the  other  melancholy  horses  fitted  with  spectacular  saddle 
blankets  and  gold  embroidered  saddles。  Butterfly�察 �Olive  and  Stork  had 
illustrated all these horses。 Whether the horses were pulling the large´wheeled 
funeral  carriage  or  standing  at  attention  with  watery  eyes  trained  on  their 
master¨s body covered with a red cloth�察�all stood with the same elegant stance 
borrowed  from  the  old  masters  of  Herat�察 �that  is�察 �with  one  foreleg  proudly 
extended and the other firmly planted on the ground beside it。 All their necks 
were  long  and  curved�察 �their  tails  bound  up  and  their  manes  trimmed  and 
bed�察�but none of the noses had the peculiarity we sought。 Neither was this 
peculiarity  evident  in  any  of  the  hundreds  of  horses  that  bore  manders�察�
scholars  and  hojas�察 �who¨d  participated  in  the  funeral  ceremony  and  now 
stood  at  attention  on  the  surrounding  hilltops  in  honor  of  the  late  Sultan 
S┨leyman。 
Something of the sadness of this melancholy funeral passed to us as well。 It 
upset  us  to  see  that  this  illustrated  manuscript�察 �upon  which  Master  Osman 
and his miniaturists labored so much�察�had been ill´treated�察�and that women of 
the  harem�察 �playing  games  with  princes�察 �had  scribbled  and  marked  various 
places  on  the  pages。  Beside  a  tree  under  which  Our  Sultan¨s  grandfather 
hunted�察�written in a bad hand were the words�察 �My Exalted Effendi�察�I love you 
and  am  waiting  for  you  with  the  patience  of  this  tree。 ̄  So�察 �it  was  with  our 
hearts  full  of  defeat  and  sorrow  that  we  pored  over  the  legendary  books�察�
whose creation I¨d heard about�察�but none of which I¨d ever seen。 
In the second volume of the Book of Skills�察�which had seen the brush strokes 
of all three master miniaturists�察�we saw�察�behind the roaring cannon and the 
foot soldiers�察�hundreds of horses of every hue including chestnuts�察�grays and 
blues�察 �clattering  along  in  mail  and  full  panoply�察 �bearing  their  glorious 
scimitar´wielding  spahi  cavalrymen�察 �as  they  crossed  over  pink  hilltops  in  an 
orderly advance�察�but none of their noses was flawed。 ^And what is a flaw after 
all� 院 �Master  Osman  said  later�察 �while  examining  a  page  in  the  same  book�察�
which  depicted  the  Royal  Outer  Gate  and  the  parade  ground  where  we 
happened to be at that very moment。 We also failed to discover the mark we 
were  searching  for  on  the  noses  of  the  horses  of  various  hues  mounted  by 
guards�察 �heralds  and  Secretaries  of  the  Divan  Council  of  State  in  this 
illustration�察 �which  depicted  the  hospital  off  to  the  right�察 �the  Sultan¨s  Royal 
Audience  Hall�察 �and  the  trees  in  the  courtyard  on  a  scale  small  enough  to  fit 
into the frame yet grand enough to match their importance in our minds。 We 
watched  Our  Sultan¨s  great´grandfather  Sultan  Selim  the  Grim�察 �during  the 
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time he declared war on the ruler of the Dhulkadirids�察�erect the imperial tent 
along  the  banks  of  the  K┨sk┨n  river  and  hunt  scurrying  red´tailed  black 
greyhounds�察�gazelle fawns with rumps in the air and frightened rabbits�察�before 
leaving a leopard lying in a pool of red blood�察�its spots blooming like flowers。 
Neither the Sultan¨s chestnut horse with the white blaze nor the horses upon 
which the falconers waited�察�their birds at the ready on their forearms�察�had the 
mark we were looking for。 
Till  dusk�察 �we  pored  over  hundreds  of  horses  that  had  issued  from  the 
brushes  of  Olive�察 �Butterfly  and  Stork  over  the  last  four  or  five  years�此 �the 
Crimean  Khan  Mehmet  Giray¨s  elegant´eared  chestnut  palomino�察 �black  and 
golden horses�察�pinkish and gray´colored horses whose heads and necks alone 
could be seen behind a hilltop during battle�察�the horses of Haydar Pasha who 
recaptured the Halkul´Vad fortress from the Spanish infidels in Tunisia and the 
Spaniards¨  reddish´chestnut  and  pistachio´green  horses�察 �one  of  which  had 
tumbled  headlong�察 �as  they  fled  from  him�察 �a  black  horse  that  caused  Master 
Osman  to  remark�察  �I  overlooked  this  one。  I  wonder  who  did  such  careless 
work�拭隠察 �a  red  horse  who  politely  turned  his  ears  to  the  lute  that  a  royal 
pageboy was strumming under a tree�察�Shirin¨s horse�察�Shebdiz�察�as bashful and 
elegant  as  she�察 �waiting  for  her  while  she  bathed  in  a  lake  by  moonlight�察 �the 
lively  horses  used  in  javelin  jousts�察 �the  tempestlike  horse  and  its  beautiful 
groom  that  for  some  reason  caused  Master  Osman  to  remark�察  �I  loved  him 
dearly  in  my  youth�察 �I¨m  very  tired ̄�察 �the  sun´colored�察 �golden�察 �winged  horse 
which Allah sent to the prophet Elijah to protect him from an attack by the 
pagans!whose wings had been mistakenly drawn on Elijah�察�Sultan S┨leyman 
the  Magnificent¨s  gray  thoroughbred  with  the  small  head  and  large  body�察�
which  stared  sorrowfully  at  the  young  and  lovable  prince�察 �enraged  horses�察�
horses  at  full  gallop�察 �weary  horses�察 �beautiful  horses�察 �horses  that  nobody 
noticed�察�horses that would never leave these pages�察�and horses that leapt over 
gilded borders escaping their confinement。 
Not one of them bore the signature we were looking for。 
Even so�察�we were able to maintain a persistent excitement in the face of the 
weariness  and  melancholy  that  descended  upon  us�此 �A  couple  of  times  we 
forgot about the horse and lost ourselves to the beauty of a picture�察�to colors 
that  forced  a  momentary  surrender。  Master  Osman  always  looked  at  the 
pictures!most of which he himself had created�察�supervised or ornamented!
more out of nostalgic enthusiasm than wonder。 ^These are by Kas��m from the 
Kas��m  Pasha  district� 院 �he  said  once�察 �pointing  out  the  little  purple  flowers  at 
the base of the red war tent of Our Sultan¨s grandfather Sultan S┨leyman。 ^He 
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was  by  no  means  a  master�察 �but  for  forty  years  he  filled  the  dead  space  of 
pictures  with  these  five´leaf�察 �single´blossom  flowers�察 �before  he  unexpectedly 
died two years ago。 I always assigned him to draw this small flower because he 
could do it better than anyone。 ̄ He fell silent for a moment�察�then exclaimed�察�
^It¨s a pity�察�a pity� 院�With all my soul�察�I sensed that these words signified the 
end of an era。 
Darkness  had  nearly  overtaken  us�察 �when  a  light  flooded  the  room。  There 
was  a  motion。  My  heart�察 �which  had  begun  to  beat  like  a  drum�察�
prehended  immediately�此 �The  Ruler  of  the  World�察 �His  Excellency  Our 
Sultan had abruptly entered。 I threw myself at His feet。 I kissed the hem of His 
robe。 My head spun。 I couldn¨t look Him in the eye。 
He¨d  long  since  begun  speaking  with  Head  Illuminator  Master  Osman 
anyway。  It  filled  me  with  fiery  pride  to  witness  Him  speak  to  the  man  with 
whom  I¨d  only  moments  ago  been  sitting  knee  to  knee  looking  at  pictures。 
Unbelievable�察�His Excellency Our Sultan was now sitting where I¨d been earlier 
and He was listening attentively to what my master was explaining�察�as I had 
done。 The Head Treasurer�察�who was at his side and the Agha of the Falconers 
and  a  few  others  whose  identities  I  couldn¨t  make  out  were  keeping  close 
guard over Him and gazing at the open pages of books with rapt attention。 I 
gathered  all  my  courage  and  looked  at  length  at  the  face  and  eyes  of  the 
Sovereign Ruler of the World�察�albeit with a sidelong glance。 How handsome He 
was�  �How  upright  and  proper�  �My  heart  no  longer  beat  excitedly。  At  that 
moment�察�our eyes met。 
^How  much  I  loved  your  Enishte�察 �may  he  rest  in  peace�察院 �He  said。  Yes�察 �He 
was speaking to me。 In my excitement�察�I missed some of what He was saying。 
^´I was quite aggrieved。 Hofort to see that each of 
these pictures he made is a masterpiece。 When the Veian giaour sees these�察�
he will be stunned and fear my wisdom。 You shall determine who the accursed 
miniaturist  is  by  this  horse¨s  nose。  Otherwise�察 �however  merciless�察 �it¨ll  be 
necessary to torture all the master miniaturists。 ̄ 
^Sovereign  Refuge  of  the  World  Your  Excellency  My  Sultan�察院 �said  Master 
Osman。 ^Perhaps we can better catch the man responsible for this slip of the 
brush�察�if my master miniaturists are forced to draw a horse on a blank sheet of 
paper�察�quickly�察�without any story in mind。 ̄ 
^Only�察�of course�察�if this is really a slip of the brush and not an actual nose�察院�
said Our Sultan shrewdly。 
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^My Sultan�察院�said Master Osman�察 �to this end�察�if a petition by express 
mand of Your Highness were announced tonight�察�if a guard were to visit 
Your miniaturists�察�requesting them to draw a horse quickly on a blank sheet 
for this contest´ ̄ 
Our  Sultan  looked  at  the  mander  of  the  Imperial  Guard  with  an 
expression that said�察 �Did you hear that�拭院�Then he said�察 �Do you know which 
of the Poet Nizami¨s stories of rivalry I like best of all�拭院�
Some  of  us  said�察  �We  know。 ̄  Some  said�察  �Which  one�拭院 �Some�察 �including 
myself�察�fell silent。 
^I¨m  not  fond  of  the  contest  of  poets  or  the  story  about  the  contest 
between  Chinese  and  Western  painters  and  the  mirror�察院 �said  the  handsome 
Sultan。 ^I like best the contest of doctors who pete to the death。 ̄ 
After He¨d said this�察�He abruptly took leave of us for His evening prayers。 
Later�察�as the evening azan was being called�察�in the half dark�察�after exiting the 
gates  of  the  palace�察 �I  hurried  toward  my  neighborhood  happily  imagining 
Shekure�察�the boys and our house�察�when I recalled with horror the story of the 
contest of doctors�此�
One of the two doctors peting in the presence of their sultan!the one 
often  depicted  in  pink!made  a  poison  green  pill  strong  enough  to  fell  an 
elephant�察�which he gave to the other doctor�察�the one in the navy´blue caftan。 
That  doctor  first  swallowed  the  poisonous  pill�察 �and  afterward�察 �swallowed  a 
navy´blue  antidote  that  he¨d  just  made。  As  could  be  understood  from  his 
gentle laughter�察�nothing at all happened to him。 Furthermore�察�it was now his 
turn to give his rival a whiff of death。 Moving ever so deliberately�察�savoring the 
pleasure  of  taking  his  turn�察 �he  plucked  a  pink  rose  from  the  garden�察 �and 
bringing it to his lips�察�inaudibly whispered a mysterious poem into its petals。 
Next�察�with gestures that bespoke extreme confidence�察�he extended the rose to 
his rival so he might take in its bouquet。 The force of the whispered poem so 
agitated the doctor in pink that upon bringing the flower to his nose�察�which 
bore nothing but its regular scent�察�he collapsed out of fear and died。 
 
 
   
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I AM CALLED ^OLIVE ̄ 
 
Prior to the evening prayers�察�there came a knock at the door and I opened it 
without  ceremony�此 �It  was  one  of  the  mander¨s  men  from  the  palace�察 �a 
clean�察 �handsome�察 �cheerful  and  being  youth。  In  addition  to  paper  and  a 
writing board�察�he carried an oil lamp in his hand�察�which cast shadows over his 
face rather than illuminating it。 He quickly apprised me of the situation�此�Our 
Sultan had declared a contest among the master miniaturists to see who could 
draw  the  best  horse  in  the  shortest  time。  I  was  asked  to  sit  on  the  floor�察�
arrange paper on the board and the board on my knees and quickly depict the 
world¨s most beautiful horse in the space indicated within the borders of the 
page。 
I  invited  my  guest  inside。  I  ran  and  fetched  my  ink  and  the  finest  of  my 
brushes made from hair clipped from a cat¨s ear。 I sat down on the floor and 
froze� �Might this contest be a ruse or ploy that I¨d end up paying for with my 
blood or my head�拭�Perhaps� �But hadn¨t all the legendary illustrations by the 
old masters of Herat been drawn with fine lines that ran between death and 
beauty�拭�
I was filled with the desire to illustrate�察�yet I was seemingly afraid to draw 
exactly like the old masters�察�and I restrained myself。 
Looking  at  the  blank  sheet  of  paper�察 �I  paused  so  that  my  soul  might  rid 
itself of apprehension。 I ought to have focused solely on the beautiful horse I 
was about to render�察�I ought to have mustered my strength and concentration。 
All the horses I¨d ever drawn and seen began to gallop before my eyes。 Yet 
one  was  the  most  flawless  of  all。  I  was  presently  going  to  render  this  horse 
which  nobody  had  been  able  to  draw  before。  Decisively�察 �I  pictured  it  in  my 
mind¨s  eye。  The  world  faded  away�察 �as  if  I¨d  suddenly  forgotten  myself�察�
forgotten that I was sitting here�察�and even that I was about to draw。 My hand 
dipped the brush into the inkwell of its own accord�察�taking up just the right 
amount。  e  now�察 �my  good  hand�察 �bring  the  wonderful  horse  of  my 
imagination into this world� �The horse and I had seemingly bee one and 
we were about to appear。 
Following  my  intuition�察 �I  searched  for  the  appropriate  place  within  the 
bordered blank page。 I imagined the horse standing there�察�and suddenly�此�
Even  before  I  was  able  to  think�察 �my  hand  set  forth  decisively  of  its  own 
volition!see how gracefully!curling quickly from the hoof�察�it rendered that 
beautiful  thin  lower  leg�察 �and  moved  upward。  As  it  curved  with  the  same 
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decisiveness  past  the  knee  and  rose  quickly  to  the  base  of  the  chest�察 �I  grew 
elated�  �Arching  from  here�察 �it  moved  victoriously  higher�此 �How  beautiful  the 
animal¨s chest was� �The chest tapered to form the neck�察�exactly like that of the 
horse  in  my  mind¨s  eye。  Without  lifting  my  brush�察 �I  came  down  from  the 
cheek�察 �reaching  the  powerful  mouth�察 �which  I¨d  left  open  after  a  moment¨s 
thought�察 �I  entered  the  mouth!this  is  how  it¨s  going  to  be  then�察 �open  your 
mouth wider now�察�horsey!and I brought out its tongue。 I slowly turned out 
the nose!no room for indecision� �Angling up steadily�察�I looked momentarily 
at  the  whole  image�察 �and  when  I  saw  that  I¨d  made  my  line  exactly  as  I¨d 
imagined  it�察 �I  forgot  entirely  what  I  was  drawing�察 �and  the  ears  and  the 
magnificent curve of the spectacular neck were rendered by my hand alone。 As 
I  drew  the  backside  from  memory�察 �my  hand  stopped  on  its  own  to  let  the 
bristles of the brush sip from the inkwell。 I was quite content w
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